So this is the thing, I've been coming to the realization lately that real change, real longlasting, life altering change is difficult. It seems no matter the effort to change behaviours, change patterns, change personal perception, if it's not core deep, it's not permanent, and some event, some chance meeting, some seemingly random happening has the power to toss you into a whirlwind of overthinking and underperforming. What has this got to do with music? For me, everything. Because if I don't keep room in my life for music, I start to lose my centre. If I'm too busy, or too tired or too something, I put my music away. I've made excuses, oh they were noble excuses, for the best of reasons as to why everything else, including doing the laundry, should take priority. I'm trying to make a permanent change, to embrace what I love, to become a better musician more willing to put my music where my heart is. Please keep listening.